| Disfigured |
(lyrics by Webster and Fisher)
| Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt. A frenzy of self-hate posessing me.
Violated their bodies,
stripped of their pride. Tortured and twisted until they have died. Hatred
inside is all I would find. I
despise what I see in the mirror. Sadistic hateful scum. I kill them but it's
myself I hate. Now I'll do
myself too. A straight razor will reshape my face. First my ears then my
nose. Blood is gushing,
continue to carve. Erase the face I hate. Now I'm hacking at my chest. A
frenzy of self-hate
posessing me. Controls my actions, controls my thoughts as I scrape away at
my skin. I fill my tub
with alcohol, I plunge into the burning pool. The pain intense, my whole body
is drenched in scalding
liquid. Despite my pain I am able to grab a lighter on the counter. The flint
ignites, the flames erupt,
I'm consumed in the inferno. Cauterize, my skin is charred. Regenerate, more
loathsome than
before. I despise what I see in the mirror, sadistic hateful scum. An abomi-
nation before my eyes, a
reflection of me. I see an image of disfigured evil, I've skinned myself
alive. Dripping with blood and
blistered by fire, The face I hate erased.
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